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Today Here I sit, years after I sat toyesterday. I have come a great way since the puzzle of what is to become of my life was first gazed upon. I have a new yet long in the making respect of fate and how paths unfold. It seems years ago or what I translate to a short while ago I sat in exploration and uncertainty of what is to come. Frustrated with an unknown path which translated into directionless drift. Today I sit, the shell of what was, consumed by what is, and captivated by what is to be. Skating, friends, racing, art; all fragments of mine once believed to be the whole. My discovery... faith, hope, and love are the glue that hold them all together. It is what I am contained of. The fragments just stick there alike the bright shell of an M&M. Without these three things, it crumbles, I collapse into nothing. A fragile membrane. Fragments bracing fragments. Faith, hope, and love, and the greatest of these is love. The greatest of which I knew only in instances. In a long drawn out story of two people, existing in those few frames as a; no the, long awaited kiss just before the credits begin to roll. It grabs you in the surge that runs down your spine. It confronted in the parks as people hold hands. A smile was my recognition. Toyesterday, I sat as an outsider to the greatest of the 3, love. Before I was... Her name is love, in me this logic is sound. Algorithm simplified as "I love you." I and you, Her, distinct variables until joined by love. Toyesterday I questioned everything about her, bout my other half. I questioned where I would meet her as she sat steps away that could be counted by hand. Someone you meet and look at for a second or there all along? She was both! And the most important... a mere toy to entertain the soul... THE SOUL?! Hardly. I sit today as half of me and half of her. Toyesterday's personality is still that of my own but wiser, yet still growing. Old questions give insight to new. Short term quests opening doors to life long journeys. Faith. Hope. Love. Three of which are anything but unrelated. Love needs faith for hope. Arrange the three in any order holds true. What seemed before like the kiss before the credits roll was a common illusion. Happily ever after. A term flashed on the final frame so short and sweet that you almost miss the eternal chronos of bitter and sweet that it is made of. I believe noone walking with half of someone else, half of another heart, is a stranger to joined tears. Every smile a battle's cry in love. Yet I love. Never to be taken lightly I love. I write today as my present with all I know and am. Any confusion in this lay testament to mine. "And this is just a thought at work..." Toyesterday (archive) |
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